I just wanna scream back at the world

i just wanna scream back at the world

I live with the best view in the world.

i just wanna scream back at the world

Beautiful sunsets reflect off the water and make the high rise apartments glow. The best part is this is from a closed balcony so I’m comfy in my home playing video games while looking at the day progress.

But I can’t help but feel guilty for staying at home? I wish I could be outside and live ‘in’ the view if that makes sense.

i just wanna scream back at the world

Yet I’m here typing this out mid CSGO rounds. I feel so pathetic and unaccomplished. I have no desire right now. Can’t even exercise because I have a match tomorrow, which I do look forward to.

i just wanna scream back at the world

I feel like an NPC at the moment though. Anyone have any ideas?

i just wanna scream back at the world

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Please contact the moderators of this subreddit if you have any questions or concerns. The world feels like it needs to put on the brakes. There is so much worry and sadness in my head that sometimes it actually buzzes. Worried about grandkids, worried about all the bad stuff going on outside my house. worried about kids going to school. I just want peace - I want things back to some kind of normal. I don't want to worry about what I say or do or what air I breath.

I want to go buy a new dress. And where is Church?? Everything ELSE seems essential, I have been holding my breath for it all to be over but I can't anymore.

i just wanna scream back at the world

I have to figure out what to do instead of sit on the couch and cry Hidden Hello I can so relate to how you feelwhere has the world gone we once knew ? It does seem so daunting and yes I could screamI want everything to go back and this virus to disappear It has shocked me how everything in life I took for granted the simple things which now seem so full of fear I have no answers but know there are more than you realise feeling just the sameyou are not alone Take Care x Hidden No answers, but I miss going shopping when I want to, going to the zoo, movies, eating out or just being able to grocery shop without a major inconvenience and bringing on heightened anxiety and stress I don’t feel otherwise when I’m back home safe.

I’ve vowed to keep thinking this is temporary and a vaccine will be here after the first of the year. I just wanna scream back at the world anxiety has been tested quite a bit during these 5 months.

‘this is a temporary normal‘ I keep reminding myself daily and do scream at the tv to those that don’t take this seriously, those people I have to believe haven’t been impacted by someone they know or love by the virus.
Some days take me to my absolute limit. I am a mother of two children with autism. Sleep is a luxury, not a necessity; worry for the future comes with every waking moment. Many times I want to scream at the world, but I have found it doesn’t help.

But there is one thing I do that DOES help, every single time. When I have had another rough night with the kids and exhaustion is inhibiting my ability to even remember my name, let alone what day of the week it is, I know it is time to go to my “in times of crisis” list. When my son has screamed so long and so hard that my head pounds and my heart bleeds, I know it is once again time i just wanna scream back at the world find my bank card immediately. The greater the hurt, the more I HAVE to find that card.

It becomes a matter of survival. When my daughter’s anxiety becomes overwhelming, I do this. When the tears won’t stop, I find this helps. When facing another day of meetings, more forms, more phone calls and home visits, this is my biggest way to cope. This one thing has saved me from breakdowns, given me hope when I felt there was nothing left, and been the rock that keeps me going. On the days I want to scream at the world… I instead find a way to give to someone else.

I have a secret list I keep. Social media helps me add to this list, as do the mundane trips to supermarkets and even the school run. My eyes become my heart as I look for people or ways that I can make a difference, even when my own life is extremely challenging. Let me show you how it works. The other morning, I was walking my daughter (who suffers from autism, severe anxiety and an eating disorder) to school. She had struggled so much with breakfast, yet again, that I had to feed her myself — like a baby, despite the fact she is almost eight.

She had woken six times the night before with night terrors, anxiety and stress. Her weight had dropped off the growth chart once again, and I was scared. She had a packed lunch with her, and I was certain it would come home exactly as I packed it that morning.

I wanted to scream. But as I took her into the school, I overhead a staff member talking about some new equipment they had delivered and how she would love to have her class use it — but nobody had time to set it up. Compared to the stress of my morning, that seemed so insignificant. However, instead of screaming, I asked if they would like some help. Instead of screaming at the world, I gave a little of my time to someone and it made me feel so much better.

Another time I was feeling so sorry for myself, I had just had the results of my son’s MRI. I had been told that one of his eyes had microphthalmia and the other had an optic glioma.

i just wanna scream back at the world

With a diagnosis of severe non-verbal autism already, these added medical issues were making me depressed. I felt like life was so unfair.

i just wanna scream back at the world

Nobody seemed to understand or care. I wanted to scream at the world, again. So I dug out me “in times of crisis” list. This is simply a list of names, ranging from my next-door neighbour to people on my social media lists to local charities that are struggling. I pick a name and set about deciding on a way to bless them. That day, I sent a bunch of flowers to someone anonymously. As soon as I got off the phone i just wanna scream back at the world the florist my spirits lifted, thinking about how someone would be smiling that day.

The miraculous thing was that it took my pain away, too. I am no saint. I freely admit. I am using my list to help my own mental health and not just to be some super-amazing individual. I have reasons to scream and I actually do think life sucks at times. But what I have realised is that other people suffer too — just in different ways than I do.

Do you feel like screaming at the world today? Does life seem incredibly unfair to you or your children? Try doing something for someone else: knit a hat for someone’s baby, take a neighbour to an appointment, send someone flowers or even just write a message of encouragement to someone on social media. It isn’t easy, but then life isn’t easy for anyone. Perhaps the person you gave to may have been feeling like screaming at the world that day, too.

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I just wanna hate you But I can't, no I can't, no I can't 'Cause we got a lot of love But it don't make sense 'Cause we argue all the time Baby it's about time that we go And start over Yeah we got a lot of love but it don't make sense It's a pain in my chest, I just wanna see you again But maybe it's for the best [Chorus: yaeow] It's not fair, yeah I know I just wish I could be there with you Yeah, it's not fair, yeah I know I just wish I could be there with you but I can't [Verse 2: yaeow] I just wanna scream back at the world I just wanna leave but it makes things worst I just wanna hate you But I can't, no I can't, no I can't I've been going through this on my own Did you even care when I was gone?

i just wanna scream back at the world

I just wanna hate you But I can't, no I can't, no I can't 'Cause we got a lot of love But it don't make sense 'Cause we argue all the time Baby it's about time that we go And start over Yeah we got a lot of love but it don't make sense It's a pain in my chest I just wanna see you again But maybe it's for the best [Outro: yaeow] It's not fair, yeah I know I just wish I could be there with you but I can't How to Format Lyrics: • Type out all lyrics, even if it’s a chorus that’s repeated throughout the song • The Section Header button breaks up song sections.

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[Verse 1] "Welcome to the real world", she said to me Condescendingly Take a seat, take your life Plot it out in black and white Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings And the drama queens I'd like to think the best of i just wanna scream back at the world Is still hiding up my sleeve [Pre-Chorus] They love to tell you Stay inside the lines But something's better On the other side [Chorus] I want to run through the halls of my high school I want to scream at the Top of my lungs I just found out there's no such thing as the real world Just a lie you've got to rise above [Verse 2] So the good boys and girls take the so called right track Faded white hats, grabbing credits and Maybe transfers They read all the books, but they can't find the answers And all of our parents, they're getting older I wonder if they've wished for anything better While in their memories, tiny tragedies [Pre-Chorus] They love to tell you Stay inside the lines But something's better On the other side [Chorus] I want to run through the halls of my high school I want to scream at the Top of my lungs I just found out there's no such thing as the real world Just a lie you've got to rise above [Bridge] I am invincible I am invincible I am invincible As long as I'm alive [Chorus] I want to run through the halls of my high school I want to scream at the Top of my lungs I just found out there's no such thing as the real world Just a lie you've got to rise above I just can't wait 'til my ten year reunion I'm going to bust down the double doors And when I stand on these tables before you You will know what all this time was for How to Format Lyrics: • Type out all lyrics, even if it’s a chorus that’s repeated throughout the song • The Section Header button breaks up song sections.

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I wanna just let it all out. I want everyone to know how hopeless I am.

How I feel like a loser, an unattractive idiot. I don't know what I want, maybe empty sympathy or validation or something. I think I just wanna feel as cared about as I care about people. But I never do.

i just wanna scream back at the world

I wanna make this post in all my personal social medias, just be totally open. But I don't, I don't want to be an attention seeker, or for people to worry about me killing myself, just because it would make them feel kinda shitty that there's another potential suicide victim. I just want to be the happy person I was once, someone who could kinda hope. Idk I just feel so fucking lost, and on the verge of cracking everyday.

Some people in my class today said I looked really tired, and commented on how I should stop those late nights. Truth is I get enough sleep, my eyes are just like that cause I just wake up and cry cause everything's so empty.

i just wanna scream back at the world

I want to just say the truth but I can't. I'm sorry if this rant makes no sense but I just needed people to see this even if they don't know who I am, I think I see you, and I care. I would write you countless paragraphs about how much I care for people, and how it hurts sometimes to see that no one ever cares for another person in the same way, but I think you know the feeling. I know what it's like to hurt, to ache.

I may not know you, but I know your pain. And I'm sorry. And I care.

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